+ youaremyonlyone
+ jennifer
+ 23feb89
+ scss
+ swiss winds
+ drum major
+ bass clarinettist
+ officially stepped down on 15april05
+ SYF05 - GOH!
+ attached since 241204
wishlists ;*
+ roxy tee - $49
+ roxy wallet
+ roxy tote bag - $32
+ dunk
+ laptop
+ LANCOME's SO MAGIC perfume
+ couple tees - <3
+ 5th month with him - <3
+ 6th month with him - <3
+ braces - :E VAIN!
+ n6680 - my ideal phone!
+ bikini - =x
upcoming events ;*
; 01/05 labour day
; 02/05 public hols
; 05/05 chen min's bd
; 06/05 ss & physics paper
; 09/05 maths p1 & geography, momo's bd
; 10/05 english p2 & chemistry
; 11/05 MT p2, accounts p1 & p2, yuhli/yuhting's bd
; 12/05 maths p2
; 13/05 f&n, norman's bd
; 17/05 sch-less
; 18/05 oral
; 21/05 brendan's bd
; 22/05 vesak day
; 23/05 public hols
; 24/05 5th month with baby
; 26/05 brother's bd
; 28/05 17th wed anniversary
; 30/05 hols!
Monday, May 16, 2005
12:54 AM
sleep-less night. darn energetic. maybe cuz i just finished bathing? the weather is getting hotter each and every day. supposed to be the pre-monsoon season, yet..
<3 you. x `
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
sugarcult's memory
this song is nice. one of my favourite. lalala.
went to town with vanessa, sheau jun and hanliang to get presents. after that went off to takashimaya's best denki to find eve jie. she's working. no break. couldnt chill with her. so went to famous amos. waited for shah. the bd girl. HAPPY BD SHAH! lalala. bought macadamia fudge brownies. darn the fcuking cashier. gonna lodge a complain to famous amos. hey! what's wrong of giving my discount card to enjoy a discount from famous amos? he uttered 'wahliew. why you gimme this card?' dammit. hey you! my working experience is so much better than you alr. the way he talked as if he has been working longer than me. if only i still working, i gonna screw him man. well, i think shah has screwed that guy as i reported about his behaviour towards customer. well. customers always right. gonna lodge a complain. x)
went home and take a rest. TNP BIG WALK is full. fcuk this shit. that means i cannot go to BIG WALK anymore. hais. =( told jiesheng. he's quite sad too. maybe today just wasnt my day. =(
talked to eve jie just now on phone. she said that i have changed, as well as adam. hais. i told them why i have changed yeah. it's bcuz of people around me. sometime i just feel like isolate myself. oh well well.. i'm not having depression now. just feel that life is always unfair alr. why cant i just have more happy moment than to have more depressing moment? sucidal might help. but i'm afraid to die. cuz i dont bear to leave my beloved ones. just like clement's thoughts. jamming do help. i wanna scream out loud. i will cry when i got back my results man. well. thats when my depression starts. pms also coming soon. depression + pms = double bomb. thats when i'm going nuts.
walking in the rain is good. CRYOUTLOUD!