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; 01/05 labour day
; 02/05 public hols
; 05/05 chen min's bd
; 06/05 ss & physics paper
; 09/05 maths p1 & geography, momo's bd
; 10/05 english p2 & chemistry
; 11/05 MT p2, accounts p1 & p2, yuhli/yuhting's bd
; 12/05 maths p2
; 13/05 f&n, norman's bd
; 17/05 sch-less
; 18/05 oral
; 21/05 brendan's bd
; 22/05 vesak day
; 23/05 public hols
; 24/05 5th month with baby
; 26/05 brother's bd
; 28/05 17th wed anniversary
; 30/05 hols!
Friday, May 13, 2005
8:36 PM
Matthew 28:18-20
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then jesus came to them and said, ''all authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything i have commanded you. and surely i am with you always, to the very end of the age."
this verse was indeed meaningful.
today's entry will be ultra long.. bear with it man.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
avril lavigne's Nobody's Home
my parents are workaholics since i was young. i dint expect much companied by them then but i need it now desperately. as i grow older, i realised my parents are neglecting me. can you imagine that everyday once you stepped in the house, you faced the computer and your brother? nobody to communicate with? hais. i cried terribly on tues nite cuz of this incident when i was revising my chemistry. avril lavigne's Nobody's Home is playing on my com right now. hais. =(
i told mom how i felt. tears are swirling in my eyes right now. she was sad when i told her. but seriously. we could hardly communicate with each other everyday. she is too busy as well as my dad. after that.. she told me she gonna take a day leave just to accompany me. i told her i dont need her accompany cuz i'll be busy studing for mye. but still, she took the leave. yeap. i was glad. you know how happy i was? of cuz i dint revealed out to my mom. i felt so loved by my mom again. =) relationship between my dad and brother are getting better. i dont know why. i dont know how. perhaps its gameboy and computers that brought us closer. every now and then i will 'snatch' gameboy' with my dad. anyway. the gameboy sp which belongs to my brother gonna be mine once he got his ps2. relationship with my family are getting closer. i'm glad.
finally finished my mye. received both good news and bad news. i shall say the good news first. my chemistry passed with a B3. dammit. 1 more mark to A2! just 1 more mark. dang. was pretty frustrated about it. but. i shall be contented with the marks alr as i thought i gonna fail the paper cuz i freak out on my section a. i think my chinese did better than ca1. as according to mr tie. now. bad news. f&n flunk like crazy. its so difficult. why? dang. i just pass my maths p1. i cried. i have high hopes on maths yet i just passed only. dang. as according to mdm chok, lotsa ppl fail. highest was eng seng, 47/60. i expected 45 and above. maybe just that i wasnt that lucky. perhaps my maths p2 could save me? hold on.. i also wont be getting a pathetic A2 if i did very well for it. unless i could pass get full marks, which i dont think so, and i just managed to scrap through a A2. whats the use man. maybe B3/B4 is just my cup of tea. was darn sad. x( whole class failed physics. do you believe? well. i dont think so. certainly i hope mr lee was just kidding. and i hope that my physics paper can get 36 and above so that i could get a A2 for my comb science. yeah yeah. fat hope lahs. worse come to worse a B4. if i'm lucky, i will manage to scrap thru a B3. well. let's see. oh yah. ms tan gonna set a difficult paper for prelims as i complained that bbss paper was difficult. dang. thanks to my bloody mouth. well. be contented that i have such a great chem teacher. she's hot! my comb humans gone alr. gave up. mr koh said it was easy to mark. there's meaning behind those words. means we dint do well. accounts. i hope i could score well and get that A1. =)
i will be having a long wkends till wed. sch-less from tml onwards to wed. shiok man. gonna chiong pool tml mid-nite with yuhli at kpool. wahs. finally yuhli 6teen le. been waiting for thousand years man. heh. will be spending tml nite at RDA for charity function. i saw my white horse at RDA! ha.
not forgetting my baby. i love you baby. have not been communicating well due to mye. lets change for the better and not for the worse. *muacks. =)
i'm suffering from dementia. dang!
John 3:16
for god so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.